GDS

GDS = Goddamnshit.

I am sleepy but I can't sleep.

I ate my dinner too late, that's why. Sigh!

I started to play with my make up and capture some pictures, Lol.

Say Cheeeeese :)

Seriously, this is so NOT-ME !

*1.21am, report haven't done yet, but I still got the mood to waste my time at here, my leader gonna kill me. CIAO

个人素质问题呗。
做回朋友？做你妹啊？
真的想做一生朋友前，想看你怎样对待那个人先。
你也自己说过，如果和你女友分手了，你就电话也不听、完全不睬。
你可以这样，为什么我不能？
神经病，莫明其妙。
好咯，连Sweyi也讯息我叫我不该删除那段文章，应该给人家看，知道你的真面目。
呵呵，Shelynn你也可以说到那么贱，我还以为我一个人知道，那就算了。
原来Sweyi说，你也对她说了你的Shelynn是那么那么的Cheap.
我删除你从Facebook,你应该可以开心吧？
起码你在自己Facebook＂多多耶＂，我也看不到，更不会去破坏到我的生活和心情。
也可以公开你和Celine，好呗好呗。哈哈哈。
你没有＂多多耶＂，是没事的。但是我就是讨厌你说我恨你，恨你的妹！你连被我恨的资格也不配。
泡泡给你就有。

被你疼过，就觉得没有人可以那么疼我

看了「那些年，我们一起追的女孩」，想你了。这个戏，更本不会牵连到我们的感情。但是里面的一句话，就可以让我想你了。就是一年时间，说长不长；说短不短。

和你分手后，我下一任男友，是上帝给我的惩罚。惩罚我不会珍惜你。

想起和你在一起，那一年，你真的太疼我了，就是要风得风，要雨得雨，每天无忧无虑的公主。

就是那一度的发烧和微微的感冒，你就立刻马上带我去看医生，打针。一整晚，就一直拿着小毛巾，不停换冷水，往我额头敷。

就是知道我病了，只能吃白面包，当我一痊愈，韩国餐、日本餐、我爱的Roti BMW 就一个都不漏的带我去吃。

生日前，弄我气到半死，还觉得你是个很烂的男友，就在三月一号，12.01am，你对我做的一切，我感动得掉了眼泪。

发牢骚、脾气坏的我，记得我拿汉堡丢你脸，你都一声也不出，更不怪我。即使是怎样侮辱你，你眼泪掉了，伤了你自尊心，你也不会怪我。

好玩的我，就抓到了我三次出轨，也不出声，非要我承认。我承认了，你也不怪我，更疼我。喝醉了，回到家，你都要确保帮我抹了身，卸妆了，你才肯睡。

还记得，我们吵架骂架，什么都好，即使是我的错，最后也变得是你的错。跪在路边也跪过、打自己也打过、刀也往自己的脉搏指过，为什么那时候我就是好像被鬼遮了眼，不懂你为什么做出这一些东西？

就是那一次，和你吵得好凶，有个女的，打来：＂我拜托你！你不会珍惜他，大把人会！我更会！＂那时，我就是爱理不理。分手时，也硬着心肝不要你。

现在？你终于有了她，就是她打来说会珍惜你的那个女生。有时，心里还想你的。想和你做回朋友，但是你不肯。我知道，我伤你太深了，就好像我不想和某人做朋友那样。

想起你讲的冷笑话，就是那个猫要生猫咪的冷笑话。我每次想起，都觉得好笑。哈哈哈！

你的洁癖，你的怪癖，我们的回忆，一个都不少。我真的笑了。但是，你的样子，渐渐在我脑海里消失了。

Eugene, Thanks :)

Thanks GOD

Thanks God for giving me a good sunday although I didn't go to church ;

Thanks God that you'll always be with me no matter what had happened ;

Thanks God that you let me become more wise after the unforgettable lesson ;

Thanks God that you let me know still got many people loves me like You do ;

Thanks God that you made my everyday !

Heavenly Father, thanks for everything, I know you're just beside me, I can feel that,

You made my life become more and more meaningful ;

You gave me a hand when I am in trouble ;

You gave me a hug when I am very depressed ;

You gave me just everything that I need.

In Jesus name, I prayed, AMEN !

*I really can feel the real happiness that God gave me, after I broke up and been through a very sad week

依然爱你 Still In Love With You

一閃一閃亮晶晶
留下歲月的痕跡
我的世界的中心
依然還是你

一年一年又一年
飛逝僅在一轉眼
唯一永遠不改變
是不停地改變

我不像從前的自己
你也有點不像你
但在我眼中你的笑
依然的美麗

日子只能往前走
一個方向順時鐘
不知道還有多久
所以要讓你懂我依然愛你 就是 唯一的退路
我依然珍惜 時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸 每一個動作 每個表情
到最後 一定會
依然愛你

我依然愛你 或許是 命中注定
多年之後 任何人都無法代替
那些時光是我這一輩子最美好的
那些回憶 依然無法忘記

我依然愛你 就是 唯一的退路
我依然珍惜 時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸 每一個動作 每個表情
到最後 一定會
依然愛你

你每個呼吸 每一個動作 每個表情
到永遠 一定會
依然愛你

OL look

Tomorrow is presentation day, what can I say?

Lecturer wanna torture me again by asking us to wear formal.

GODDAMN SHIT, I don't want ...

Theme : Black and white (for my group)

This is how I looks like in a so-called "black and white" formal.

Is this looks like office lady?

Lol, more like waitress I think.. Hmm..

Wow, I felt like I looks thin in this angel. Haha !!!!!! Ya, it's just a picture :)

Good night world, xoxo

熟悉的陌生人

他们就是我最熟悉的陌生人。今天，看到他们真的很尴尬，不懂如何是好。不是不想讲话，只是怕我讲的哪一句话，都会闯出祸。唯有打个招呼，说个拜拜，就走了。想起半年前，那么疯，那么颠，毕生难忘的一段回忆。更不会有另一班人代替到他们。Whatever done have been done, whatever said can't be unsaid. That's it. I can't expect anything. Indeed, I really appreciated them been in my life before and the unforgettable memory that being with them :)

I feel......

At the same moment...

I felt frustrated, cause I waited him for 10minutes at GSC alone. *First time ever

I felt angry, cause he was late, and "he" said he will reach in time. *Seriously, I got a bit dulan

I felt happy, when he reached. *Haha, bendan always smile! :)

I felt funny, when he like very rush, just to make sure himself not to be late. *Luckily, we were not late

I felt sweet, when he walked towards me and pass me a pack of nugget ! *Gosh, I am damn shock, cause I didn't know he will bought me McD nugget since I am confusing, don't know wanna go for movie or wanna go for McD to have some nuggets and chit chat

I felt guilty, when I realize he didn't watch 3D cartoon before, and it's his first time. *like I am forcing him :(

But, at the end, I got to watch movie and also having nuggets at the same time :)

SERIOUSLY, that's the funniest nugget I had ever seen !!!! Nugget with cheese :P Haha !

Bendan really bendan, bought nugget also special than others. Haha !

No matter how unhappy am I, his existence will always put a smile on my face :) :) :) :) :)

You're too good for me :)
I am too good for you :)
this is the best situation ..

Human Osim

Hehe :) Please insert coin to proceed

Bye Bye

:'( Bye bye ben dan..
I know career is more important..
Go Jakarta ba :) Wish you luck.
Three years only ma !!
As a friend, sure support you 996 :')

Accompany me eat Korean food first before you goo !!!!!! at Korean town. Teeheeee :)

I know you hate pasar malam, but I don't care, have to accompany me ONCE! let's go be sardin together :)